Saturday, January 27, 2007

Friday, January 26, 2007

The Bridge

He paints
in big brown overalls
and thin leather boots
breasts that defy gravity.

The square house has rounded edges.

A monkey stands on his right shoulder,
her smile thin and wise beyond her years.

Mirror on bed frame reflects hand-painted
cast. Crutch and easel.

There are no lemons in Mexico.

The monkey grins in the background, knowing
yet naive. Soon, even she is subject
to silent betrayal.

Somewhere in the courtyard a baby is crying
in Spanish. He is locked out of a room.

A steep blue staircase leads to a narrow
bridge, where a glittered star plunges.

The piƱata is swollen and empty.
My only loyalty is to my monkey, he said.

The hallway leads to the bathtub,
where she lay, blood running down her
feet. You can still see the red on white tile.

It is a beautiful painting.

The melons are ripe and cut in half.
The cord is still connected.
The needle is piercing heaven.

Viva la Vida is the title.

A bee is circling las bugambilias,
aged by the dust and altitude.

He is still eating sour cherries,
still missing his mujer.

Thursday, January 25, 2007

casa banana

like fiddlehead ferns
smoke incense
snakes out of bottle

Coca Cola glass
curls, spiral
of the mosquito

open-air white sheets
hang sheer funk
on the coconuts

Thursday, January 18, 2007

Fifty Years Later...

I meant to post this yesterday on the actual anniversary of the date in the second line of the poem, but alas I was mightily distracted.

Allen Ginsberg

America

America I've given you all and now I'm nothing.
America two dollars and twenty-seven cents January 17, 1956.
I can't stand my own mind.
America when will we end the human war?
Go fuck yourself with your atom bomb
I don't feel good don't bother me.
I won't write my poem till I'm in my right mind.
America when will you be angelic?
When will you take off your clothes?
When will you look at yourself through the grave?
When will you be worthy of your million Trotskyites?
America why are your libraries full of tears?
America when will you send your eggs to India?
I'm sick of your insane demands.
When can I go into the supermarket and buy what I need with my good looks?
America after all it is you and I who are perfect not the next world.
Your machinery is too much for me.
You made me want to be a saint.
There must be some other way to settle this argument.
Burroughs is in Tangiers I don't think he'll come back it's sinister.
Are you being sinister or is this some form of practical joke?
I'm trying to come to the point.
I refuse to give up my obsession.
America stop pushing I know what I'm doing.
America the plum blossoms are falling.
I haven't read the newspapers for months, everyday somebody goes on trial for
murder.
America I feel sentimental about the Wobblies.
America I used to be a communist when I was a kid and I'm not sorry.
I smoke marijuana every chance I get.
I sit in my house for days on end and stare at the roses in the closet.
When I go to Chinatown I get drunk and never get laid.
My mind is made up there's going to be trouble.
You should have seen me reading Marx.
My psychoanalyst thinks I'm perfectly right.
I won't say the Lord's Prayer.
I have mystical visions and cosmic vibrations.
America I still haven't told you what you did to Uncle Max after he came over
from Russia.

I'm addressing you.
Are you going to let our emotional life be run by Time Magazine?
I'm obsessed by Time Magazine.
I read it every week.
Its cover stares at me every time I slink past the corner candystore.
I read it in the basement of the Berkeley Public Library.
It's always telling me about responsibility. Businessmen are serious. Movie
producers are serious. Everybody's serious but me.
It occurs to me that I am America.
I am talking to myself again.

Asia is rising against me.
I haven't got a chinaman's chance.
I'd better consider my national resources.
My national resources consist of two joints of marijuana millions of genitals
an unpublishable private literature that goes 1400 miles and hour and
twentyfivethousand mental institutions.
I say nothing about my prisons nor the millions of underpriviliged who live in
my flowerpots under the light of five hundred suns.
I have abolished the whorehouses of France, Tangiers is the next to go.
My ambition is to be President despite the fact that I'm a Catholic.

America how can I write a holy litany in your silly mood?
I will continue like Henry Ford my strophes are as individual as his
automobiles more so they're all different sexes
America I will sell you strophes $2500 apiece $500 down on your old strophe
America free Tom Mooney
America save the Spanish Loyalists
America Sacco & Vanzetti must not die
America I am the Scottsboro boys.
America when I was seven momma took me to Communist Cell meetings they
sold us garbanzos a handful per ticket a ticket costs a nickel and the
speeches were free everybody was angelic and sentimental about the
workers it was all so sincere you have no idea what a good thing the party
was in 1935 Scott Nearing was a grand old man a real mensch Mother
Bloor made me cry I once saw Israel Amter plain. Everybody must have
been a spy.
America you don're really want to go to war.
America it's them bad Russians.
Them Russians them Russians and them Chinamen. And them Russians.
The Russia wants to eat us alive. The Russia's power mad. She wants to take
our cars from out our garages.
Her wants to grab Chicago. Her needs a Red Reader's Digest. her wants our
auto plants in Siberia. Him big bureaucracy running our fillingstations.
That no good. Ugh. Him makes Indians learn read. Him need big black niggers.
Hah. Her make us all work sixteen hours a day. Help.
America this is quite serious.
America this is the impression I get from looking in the television set.
America is this correct?
I'd better get right down to the job.
It's true I don't want to join the Army or turn lathes in precision parts
factories, I'm nearsighted and psychopathic anyway.
America I'm putting my queer shoulder to the wheel.

Monday, January 08, 2007

I feel like you're denying a piece of me...


(Specifically the cowlick over my right eye.)

All is (becoming) well in Ohio. I miss you guys. Cheers.

Saturday, January 06, 2007

Donde esta el bano?

Well kids, I'm off to Mexico with an expired passport and a camera in my pocket. I'm gone Jan 8-22 to mexico city, oaxaca and the caribbean coast (including 5 nights in a secluded eco-retreat beachfront cabana in Tulum) and cozumel. It was a bitch to plan (I read 10 different guide books that all had different info), but it's all set. I will bring you back some very nice wares. And if I dont come back, Believe me, I loved you all...
I hope everyone is having a happy and hedonistic new year. Hasta luego!,
LM